Reflections on My Journey at the Free Flow Open: Triumphs and Disappointments
- Jonathan Rullan
- Jul 1
- 3 min read
Participating in the Free Flow Open was a journey filled with excitement and reality checks. From walking the field and seeing the strategic moves players made, to feeling the adrenaline of competition, this event was a blend of both victories and setbacks.
As I stepped onto the field, I noticed a lot of discussions happening among players. It was impressive to see participants of various skill levels sharing insights about gameplay. With my background and experience, I had a strong grasp of the strategies needed to succeed, which boosted my confidence. However, that very confidence sometimes danced too close to complacency, a reminder that each game demands our full attention and effort.

The competition was fierce, and I played through five matches out of 8 achieving a record of 5 Wins . The Team Overall in prelims 7-1 with 6 strong wins.Despite our impressive performance, finishing in second place left me with a heavy feeling. I couldn’t shake the thought that we might have claimed first if we had fine-tuned our strategies and stayed focused when it mattered most.
On Hyperball, we faced intense matchups, playing four games and achieving a notable record of three wins and one loss. One of the games that got me annoyed the most was a nail-biter where we emerged victorious by just one point. This victory seamed fine to many but left me unsatisfied because I did not play it and thought we were better then that . On the other hand, we faced challenges in another match where our opponents’ complaints disrupted our momentum. This experience vividly illustrated how emotions and mental states can shape the outcome of closely matched games.
As we moved from Hyperball to the larger mounds area, we found our rhythm and swept all four matches. The joy of winning was electric; each victory reinforced our hard work and strategy, giving us a newfound confidence as we headed to the semi-finals.
In the semi-finals, we met tough rivals, Drive and Fight Club. Both teams had shown incredible skill throughout the tournament. Our fight against Drive was intense, but we pulled through after overcoming early challenges. Facing Fight Club, we showcased our teamwork and strategy, securing a decisive win that sent us to the finals.
The finals were a series of three challenging matches. Our game against Image was particularly tough, but we emerged victorious, giving us a boost of energy. In Our match against OFS ended in a tense draw. Finally, we faced Twisted Image, knowing a win could secure the championship.
I can still feel the anticipation as we plotted our final move. But despite our best efforts, a miscalculation led to our downfall. We ended up finishing in second place. In that moment, surrounded by teammates celebrating, I couldn’t shake a feeling of emptiness. It was hard to reconcile my personal disappointment with the team's accomplishments.
Although we made it to the finals—a significant achievement—I found myself reflecting on missed opportunities. This experience revealed how team sports encapsulate both winning and losing, presenting complex emotions for players to navigate.
Every tournament offers growth, both as individuals and as a team. Throughout this event, my understanding of team dynamics deepened. This sport demands more than just strategy; it requires mental toughness and the ability to adapt quickly. Competing under pressure teaches lessons far beyond the playing field.
Ultimately, my time at the Free Flow Open was a mixture of thrilling victories and poignant lessons. Finishing second was bittersweet, yet I emerged richer in experience. Each game provided insights into teamwork, resilience, and the relentless pursuit of excellence.
As I continue reflecting on these experiences, I’m reminded that competition is about much more than accolades. It's about the journey with teammates and the invaluable lessons we gain along the way. While I grapple with not securing the top position, I realize that this feeling is shared by many athletes, and there's a bright future in upcoming tournaments.
As I think about my time in this sport and who I have become I wonder if this is the end to my time on this team. I have been around these guys for awhile and while they are my friends and always will be I can’t go on playing with them when I know I will never get the play time when it matters in the end !
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